Wow an entire week as gone by since my last post. I honestly cannot remember much that happened during the week but I can try. Let me see on Monday I had a DBQ in history, which I ended up failing because I didn’t answer the question correctly. Ugh oh well, I really hope that I have a good grade in that class. I mean I try so hard to keep my grades up. Only last week was a killer for me I mean yeah. So on Tuesday I do not remember what happened but it must have not been too important besides taking that math test which I got a B on. OMG I was so psyched. On Wednesday I had a minimum day and I was taking the PSAT so I didn’t go to any of my classes except sixth which was coolie because all we did was watch a show from the History channel so it was coolie. Thursday I had some uber cramming to do for the History test (which I got a solid C on which is good enough for me XD) and I ended up not even finishing what I was supposed to do because like I went to my aunts house for a little bit and I just got tired and went to sleep even though I hadn’t done my extra credit yet. Haha. On Friday I got to take my ceramics cups home, and I did the stupidest thing I ever did happened. I wrote the girlies who I thought were my best friends a long letter explaining my trust issues and how I didn’t know if I was able to trust them and they stopped talking to me which was a killer for me since I love those chickies a lot. And the worst part of it was that they had AJ be on their side. IDK if it was meant to be like that but that’s how it turned out. Saturday was alright I guess. Me and my sisters and my dad went to Hometown Buffet for breakfast and the food was ok, but the guy who was super sexy waiter and staring at me was the best part. On Saturday I looked pretty sexy, not to sound conceited or anything, but I did. Anyhow, afterwards we went to get my phone fixed, and I was at the AT&T store the they made me call tech support Dx. Then they made me go to another store to fix it. But it all turned out amazing because like they GAVE ME A NEW PHONE!!!! OMG I was so happy because now I don’t have those nasty scratches on it anymore and my phone works WHEEEEEEEE!!!! That night we went to In-n-out. It was soooo yummy I loved it so much. I absolutely in-n-out I mean the food is just so delicious. After that we headed over to this Halloween thingy which ended up being kind of lame and only one of them was scary. XD Actually I just kept screaming because I kept being startled. In the second one I kind of got paralyzed and couldn’t move because of the strobe lights (I believe that is what their called) so yeah. It kind of sucked but it wasn’t scary at all. And boy some of those peoples breathe stunk Dx. Like super nasty. Overall I had fun though. =] On Sunday I just caught up on my shows. Like Heroes, Fringe, and Ghost Whisperer. And Today was probablly the gayest day ever since IDK. I got to school and they STILL weren’t talking to me so it made me want to cry because they wouldn’t even acknowledge that I existed. Then before lunch in 3rd period Analise apologized for not talking to me and I hoped at lunch we could talk but we didn’t so I called her out for it. Then in 5th Mark oh so wonderful Mark talked to me which made me feel a little bit better because he is just so darn awesome. We talked then after class before 6th Natalie went up to him and they talked about ME and I was standing like not even 10 feet away from them it makes me so mad that they have the nerve to do that. Ugh so I went to 6th all pissed. After school I didn’t even look at Analise or the other two. They’ve pissed me off to the max, but I guess its my fault but still we’re supposed to be “close” friends. BULL FUCKING SHIT!!!!! They way that they’re treating me pisses me off. And I have to work with Analise on a project this week. Ugh. I wish things would go back to normal. But I’m gonna put up a big old fight and I will not cave in because I have a hard head!


They make me feel like this


And they probably feel this like this Dx
I wanted to find the real video but youtube wouldn't let me. UGH