I don't even remember the last time I posted was but I can only remember as far back as friday =]
On friday: I decided to go to the homecoming game so I had to walk with natalie home. But first we went to Analise's house to pick up some shoes. She started crying =/, I don't even know why and I still don't but it's ok because I know she was prolly just in one of her moods. I went to Natalies house and chilled before the football game which was fun and then Breanna came over and I just thought "ughhhh" while natalie was like "yayyyyy" so then she came and they sang a few songs excluding me and shit, so I just texted my cousins and what not. Then it was time for rehearsal for Bree and Nat so we went to the school and I just watched the entire choir sing which was nice. The football game was so amazing though I had so much fun! I guess Bree and Nat wanted to be alone so they ditched me and I stayed with Jackus, Bryanne, Oscar, Steven (the ex), and a few other people. I was sitting in between Oscar and Steven which was so fun. Steven is just so great like amazingly fun which is why I fell so hard for him or whatever, I kinda dated Oscar for a few days but it didn't count because I didn't like him. mmm. The night was just soooo amazing. I had so much fun
Saturday + Sunday: Went to my dads house had a blast because it's always fun when i'm with him I did homework mostly and we went to the mall. at the mall we looked for a lens crafters because my little sister janelle broke her glasses so she needs them fixed, but they broke even more and he yelled at me and my sister its the type of yelling that makes you want to shrivel up and die. so on our way back i got emotional and cried a little, and i texted analise and she made me feel so much better because she is just so amazing and wonderful like that.
Monday - Thursday: In mexico trying to get my license over there. seeing family total fun, I had a blast seeing the people i haven't seen since like february or something so it was nice. we went shopping and all i really got was hair dye and leg warmers i didn't want much because we were there to get my license. but it turns out that i have to do a few things before i can get it and what not so its ok. i dyed my hair redish purple brown so depending on the lighting it looks really cool. In dim light it looks purple brown in regular light it looks red purple and in the sun it looks mostly red. it came out really nice and what not i love it so much <3 uh ma zing. on our way back from mexico, we got a flat tire so i was late to school but it was ok I was only about 40 minutes late so it's all good =]
Thursday after school: Ink Blots meeting, we got the design for the shirt it looks so cool i love it! It's an ink blot that looks like a tree and a skeleton so its like really amazing i want one so badly i can't wait to get them i hope they look as nice as the design or else i will be crushed!
Friday - Sunday: Umm I don't remember homework, tv, texting, relaxing
I get lots of compliments on my hair I even got one from Breanna which I thought was funny. As for her I dont even know what we are because we sometimes talk but its not like omg friends or anything like that so i dunno. and honestly i dont care, tomorrows her birthday but i havent decided if im gonna wish her a happy birthday or not XD

OMG I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL FRIDAY I'M GOING TO DIE WAITING!!!!!OMG OMG OMG
~end of twilight fan girl ness~ hahaha

I don't remember the reason I was gonna post a new blog, but I just feel like it right now. Hmm, I had a lot of fun on Saturday, me my sisters and my mother all went to the lake near our house. It was so pretty we had a nice picnic and my sisters and i walked in the water to the other side. after about an hour and a half or so my mom wanted to leave because it was getting dark but we didn't feel like going home so we went to the theatre instead. We saw that one movie Changling, it was like SUPER good! I loved it! It was based on the killings in Mira Loma (which is the city I live in now) I think it's pretty cool that it's based on my city, but all the children who died I feel so bad for because thats just sad. Who would want to kill children =/
Anywho, today school was amazing, I stopped caring about Breanna all together, like whether we are friends or not, because honestly I know that she is the one missing out and not me. I'm not going to waste my time on someone and something that just doesn't matter it's pointless and useless. I know shes gonna feel bad about it later because thats just the way she is but I already decided that I'm not going to take her back. She hurt me by calling me a horrible friend and just breaking our friendship off like it meant nothing to her. Whatever, I have my real friends and although I thought she was one of them I guess not. I don't even have a real best friend. I know that I can't show my affection for someone the way they would want me to so it's just something that i'm gonna have to get through on my own. People come and go and even though they say friends are forever they aren't because friends out grow each other. People grow up and move on with their lives. I'll admit some friendships I know I will have for the rest of my life, but for the most part high school friendships never last. Take it from me, don't worry if you lose a friend because even though you think friends may be everything, they're not and the sooner people realize that the better off they will be.

Well, I've been playing neopets for who knows how long now. I usually play it in my spare time but lately I don't even have spare time. It makes me sad. And not only that, neopets has changed so much since when I first started playing who knows how many years ago. Bleh it's so sad to say but I need a guild, the one I'm in is dying and no one ever posts. Thats really the only reason I've stayed with neo after it's changed to much. I want a guild thats active, private ones are the best because it shows that there is some type of strict policy. My account is xxt4lk1ngxgurlxx lolz the name may be like super gay but if I changed accounts now I would lose everything i've worked so hard to get (avatars and what not), and I'm too lazy to work for everything all over again. And most people that lent me stuff (pets items nps) have prolly already quit just like most of my original friends whom i've like all lost contact with. It's so sad, but life must go on. Well, if anyone knows of a good guild contact me yeah because I don't think it's a good idea for me to stay in the one i'm in if no one ever posts.
Hmm, I want a new pet, something cute, but the whole converted pets thing is very ugly I was once saving for a royal cybunny but when I almost had enough they converted all the pets ew. lol
I should start saving for something, ugh my nps are just kind of rotting lolz I think i wanna hit like 1.5 mil before I spend anything though which means I need about umm 550k before i get there hehehe
Maybe, I think maybe I should start my homework