that is what today kinda was. this morning i woke up and finished the homework (history) that i didn't feel like doing last night. i did my make up didn't feel like doing my hair i was putting on my clothes when i noticed i had ugly scars on my wrists which looked like i had cut myself the night before -.-; so i had to put make up on that also

when i got to school i saw my usual groupies and for some reason i had a short temper and when breanna got to school i quickly asked for natie and she got all offended or whatever.

i had the shortest temper that morning i basically was in a bad mood until i got to 1st period psychology =]

natie didn't show up to school so 2nd period english kinda dragged but me and michelle had the greatest time

ANYWAYS
student ambassadors invited me to study in china this year and i had two teachers give recommendations and my history teachers basically made me wanna cry it was so nice.

i'll eventually scan it so everyone can read what he said about me. so it brightened my day up again

i really wanna do it this year. i need six thousand dollars to do it though so i'm gonna fund raise like crazy!

i should start my chapter study guide for history since the test is on wednesday and i still need two more chapters to do.

XD XD

i've been looking at blogs for some time now and i've thought that they were the coolest things ever so i've decided to make one. first off my names melissa and i live in california. i love it here the weather is simply amazing.

i'm in like week 6 of my junior year and i think that it's simply amazing. i have three ap classes which is a bummer but i love my friends and current maybe love interest. speaking of classes i /should/ be doing my homework. which i'll do right now once i post my blog.

i lead a boring life so don't expect too much from this blog.

i deal with a lot of drama so most likely this blog with have A LOT of drama with my family and some could even be with my friends.
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my best friend from freshmen year is named stacey and last year we grew like SUPER apart and i got closer to natie (natalie) and we basically got like super close and i think of her as a best friend now. but the thing is with stacey is i don't even know where i stand on friendship levels with her anymore. i mean we talk but it just isn't the same . . . .