I don't remember the reason I was gonna post a new blog, but I just feel like it right now. Hmm, I had a lot of fun on Saturday, me my sisters and my mother all went to the lake near our house. It was so pretty we had a nice picnic and my sisters and i walked in the water to the other side. after about an hour and a half or so my mom wanted to leave because it was getting dark but we didn't feel like going home so we went to the theatre instead. We saw that one movie Changling, it was like SUPER good! I loved it! It was based on the killings in Mira Loma (which is the city I live in now) I think it's pretty cool that it's based on my city, but all the children who died I feel so bad for because thats just sad. Who would want to kill children =/
Anywho, today school was amazing, I stopped caring about Breanna all together, like whether we are friends or not, because honestly I know that she is the one missing out and not me. I'm not going to waste my time on someone and something that just doesn't matter it's pointless and useless. I know shes gonna feel bad about it later because thats just the way she is but I already decided that I'm not going to take her back. She hurt me by calling me a horrible friend and just breaking our friendship off like it meant nothing to her. Whatever, I have my real friends and although I thought she was one of them I guess not. I don't even have a real best friend. I know that I can't show my affection for someone the way they would want me to so it's just something that i'm gonna have to get through on my own. People come and go and even though they say friends are forever they aren't because friends out grow each other. People grow up and move on with their lives. I'll admit some friendships I know I will have for the rest of my life, but for the most part high school friendships never last. Take it from me, don't worry if you lose a friend because even though you think friends may be everything, they're not and the sooner people realize that the better off they will be.