Life
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School;; Grades suck, teachers suck, and AP tests suck. Heres to only a few more weeks of hell! My math teacher is a bitch like wtf she always talks shit to me because i gave up in her class???? NO BITCH YOUR JUST GAY AND HATE HELPING MEEE!!! Don't try and be all nice to me outside of class and then talk shit to me in class, BITCH BITCH BITCH!!!!! Psychology is a waste of my time, reviewing games dont fucking help at all!!!! english is fun but people make it suckish. OF MICE AND MEN IS AN AMAZING BOOK!!!!! History, the subject is amazing! I love the class!!!! The teacher, I hate you too. hahaha. Your just mad because some one in your class cheated and got away with it for months before you even realized it. TA is amazing. Ceramics sucks lol.
Guys;; My friend had me start talking to this guy who needed a date to prom? I still talk to him, well hardly but i dunno whats gonna happen with prom though. He's nice and I havent really decided if hhe's cute or not. i dunno. Prom would be fun though.
Health;; I went to the doctors the other day and this is how my conversation went
DR. "Have you been around any smokers lately?"
ME. "Uhh...."
DR. "Or has anything in your life changed?"
ME "WE GOT CATS XD"
DR. "I see."
Ha, I thought my dad was gonna ask me about smoking after the app, but he didn't. I'm glad, because I didn't have to lie to him. Im just glad that my doctor didn't drug test me, because i'm not sure if i would have passed or not. lol
Life;; Over all, im happy and good. The other day, or like last week, my mom got a stalker though. It was scary, he would call like a million times and tried to get in her pants (she's single) and when she told him to stop, he got all mad and cussed her out or whatever. Then like she would get calls from a private number alot and she knew it was him. So she called the police and they told him to stop but he didn't so then she went to the home depot (he works as a delivery person there or somethig and thats where she bought the dish washer which caused her to meet him) and they called the other company which delivered the dishwasher. They said that he was gonna be fired but my moms scared that he'll try to get back at us by breaking in or something because he knows where we live. We basically we have to have the doors locked at all times no matter what. Its really scary Dx
Other;; well, its school related but im too lazy to go back up STAR (CA state testing) is starting next week. Im so sick of exams because then the week after that my AP tests start. Ugh. Kill me now please? Lol UGH. Fuck my life!!!! hahahaha
Guys;; My friend had me start talking to this guy who needed a date to prom? I still talk to him, well hardly but i dunno whats gonna happen with prom though. He's nice and I havent really decided if hhe's cute or not. i dunno. Prom would be fun though.
Health;; I went to the doctors the other day and this is how my conversation went
DR. "Have you been around any smokers lately?"
ME. "Uhh...."
DR. "Or has anything in your life changed?"
ME "WE GOT CATS XD"
DR. "I see."
Ha, I thought my dad was gonna ask me about smoking after the app, but he didn't. I'm glad, because I didn't have to lie to him. Im just glad that my doctor didn't drug test me, because i'm not sure if i would have passed or not. lol
Life;; Over all, im happy and good. The other day, or like last week, my mom got a stalker though. It was scary, he would call like a million times and tried to get in her pants (she's single) and when she told him to stop, he got all mad and cussed her out or whatever. Then like she would get calls from a private number alot and she knew it was him. So she called the police and they told him to stop but he didn't so then she went to the home depot (he works as a delivery person there or somethig and thats where she bought the dish washer which caused her to meet him) and they called the other company which delivered the dishwasher. They said that he was gonna be fired but my moms scared that he'll try to get back at us by breaking in or something because he knows where we live. We basically we have to have the doors locked at all times no matter what. Its really scary Dx
Other;; well, its school related but im too lazy to go back up STAR (CA state testing) is starting next week. Im so sick of exams because then the week after that my AP tests start. Ugh. Kill me now please? Lol UGH. Fuck my life!!!! hahahaha
Gives you Hell
4:30 PM |
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I wake up every evening
With a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place
And you're still probably working
At a nine to five pace
I wonder how bad that taste
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
Now where's you picket fence love
And where's that shiny car
And did it ever get you far
You never seemed so tense love
I've never seen you fall so hard
Do you know where you are
And the truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell
Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Where'd it all go wrong?
But the list goes on and on
The truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying
When you see my face hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell
Now you'll never see
What you've done to me
You can take back your memories
They're no good to me
And here's all your lies
You can look me in the eyes
With the sad, sad look
That you wear so well
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song and sing along
And never tell
Then you're the fool
I'm just as well
Hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song
I hope that it will give you hell
You can sing along
I hope that it puts you through hell
I AM NOT DEAD!!!!!
3:46 PM |
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Ahahahahahahaha
Wow its been a long time.
So, in these past 3 months ive been up to alot and Ive just been so so so lazy to blog. So I havent.
1. Boys. They are gay. Marlon screwed me over again. And this time I called him out for his shit. That started drama. Then he apologizes to me but doesn;t talk to me. What the fuck is that shit! UGH he pisses me off. Like wtf is your problem boy! Honestly like I ditch school to go see you, please, come on now. I was willing to get into deep shit for you and you screw me over? Can you be any more shallow? Sure, I knew we were gonna hook up/have so fun. But what did you think? I was gonna be slutty enough to have sex with you? asdfghjkl! Your an idiot, and there isn;t going to be another chance with you boy! As much as I wanted you and still kind of do, it is not going to happen again. I do not take shit from anyone, so what made you think you had the right to sweet talk your way into almost getting into my pants then talking shit about me! You know you fucking wanted me, and I know you still do. Thats why you couldn't stop staring at me when we were at that party. Your an idiot for letting me go. and get the fuck off your high horse, because boy, your going down hill from here. AND what the fuck gives you the right to say shit about Bryan like that. I hope you lose his and Staceys friendship. Honestly you dont start shit! ESP when your drunk. You always get drunk, so it shouldn't be an excuse anymore. Not at all.
2. Parties. Those are always fun. I went to Fish's kickback that was uHmayZING!!!! Hahahaha, I was soooo gone ;) lets high, high like the sky ;) Stacey's party was fun though. That was back when me and Marlon were still something though, we kinda went together? Yeahhh, dancing is always fun to do. With friends or alone. Julian (gay) was my dance partner that night. Boyyyy it was so much fun ahahahaha. fun times, fun times. Mari's party last week was fun too. Except the whole Marlon deal. That was stupid. He's dumb. Staring at me all night but not saying anything? Wtf is that haha. He should feel bad hahahaha. Stupid boy. And then Saturdays party, that one I thought was gonna be gay cuz it was a quince. Well, boring was something it wasnt. Thats for sure. Lol. Meeting new people is always always fun. Me and my sister Janelle were surrounded by the cutest guys lol. I ended the night by making out with one of them, he was a stripper from vegas hahahahaha. Lol. It was so sexy, he had a lip ring, and was an uHmayZING kisser. Like it isnt even funny how great it was. Hahahahaha, yeahhhh. Lol. I really wanted to talk to the waiter though. Im not one for guys with moehawks but this dude was so sexy. He kept eyeing me. But neither of us would talk to each other. Boyyyy, he was too sexy for me to talk to. AHAHAHAHAHA, I just couldmn't handle how good he looked!!!! Mannnn!!!! I really should have talked to him though.Oh well.
3. Everything Else. Uhh, I think its been good?
OH OH OH!!!!! I'm on the Twilight DVD hahahahaha
6:54
It's pretty gay, "love at first sight"
GAY GAY GAY!!!! Back when I was obsessed with Twilight, now, everyone just killed it. A bunch of people tell me "omg, I saw you on the twilight DVD!!!!" Im just like STFU!!!! hahahahaha lol
But I can say I was on something. Hahahaha. lol
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Happy New Years
9:20 PM |
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Oh snapz!!! Where has all the time gone? Im almost graduating, I need the rest of this year and next year and Im done. It feels like its all too soon. Time is passing by sooo quickly it feels so weird. Well, my new years eve was spent with family and drinking excessively. I dont know how much I had to drink I just know that it was alot. And Im not talking about apple cider im talking about tequila, beer, wine coolers, and whatever else was on the table. I danced the night away, talked about stuff i dont remember, chilled with my lovely cuzins, drank WAYYYY too much, and ended the night throwing up for about an hour. Deennnggg, never do that kay? Throwing up is not fun especially for so long. My lovely cuzin eventually ended up throwing up blood. Let me say that, that is not fun. I passed out and couldn't even walk. I dont remember any of my night and that is not a good feeling since i have no idea what i said or did. Even now like two days later I still feel like crap, I sometimes shake for no reason and cant stop it for a few minutes. My stomach is in knots I feel like i'll throw up at any minute. It isnt fun at all. Man I want this feeling to go away. I just hope it isnt something really bad. Wow oh and did I meantion that my neck is friggin killing me? I guess I was nodding my head alot and almost broke it and its in a hell of alot of pain. Man, crazy fun times. This is the price someone has to pay to have the most amazing and unforgettable night of a lifetime. I have bruises all over me. Ugh. TTFN. I still need to do some homework.
1. What did you do in 2008 that you'd never done before?
Get high, lie about who and where I am, get a bad grade (C+), hit on a girl as a joke, break people up, the list goes on and on; some things I'm not proud of.
2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Noo ugh, this year I know what mine is though.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Family from mexico
4. Did anyone close to you die?
No thank goodness
5. What countries did you visit?
MEXICO MEXICO MEXICO
6. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
More love
7. What date(s) from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
July 24, 2008 TWILIGHT PANNEL
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
4.5 GPA
9. What was your biggest failure?
Not getting who I wanted.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Not many, I haven't almost died this year which is a plus but I did pass out the other day.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
My favorite heels =]
12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
Anyone whose always been there for me.
13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
A lot of people
14. Where did most of your money go?
Make up
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
TWILIGHT PANNEL
16. What song will always remind you of 2008?
Hmm umm Maybe Not ready to make nice
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder?
it went both ways.
ii. thinner or fatter?
i look thinner, but gained some weight.
iii. richer or poorer?
the same.
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Party.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Being heartless to the ones I cared for the most.
20. How did you spend Christmas?
I spent it with my family, with relatives I hardly see
21. Did you fall in love in 2005?
Mmm, I dont think so.
22. How many one-night stands?
None, sadly lolz
23. What was your favourite TV program?
I think House
24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Nope
25. What was the best book you read?
Dune was pretty good and I read all the Twilight books this year
26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
3OH!3
27. What did you want and get?
Twilight CD.
28. What did you want and not get?
The Hairspray shake and shimmy edition movie
29. What did you not ask for but get?
An iPod
30. What was your favourite film of this year?
The Dark Night or Twilight
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I turned 16, and I got to go to see a Twilight pannel and watch a like 10 minute preview, and parts of the movie and watch robbert pattinson talk man he is sexy
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Someone to date, oh and my license
1. What did you do in 2008 that you'd never done before?
Get high, lie about who and where I am, get a bad grade (C+), hit on a girl as a joke, break people up, the list goes on and on; some things I'm not proud of.
2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Noo ugh, this year I know what mine is though.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Family from mexico
4. Did anyone close to you die?
No thank goodness
5. What countries did you visit?
MEXICO MEXICO MEXICO
6. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
More love
7. What date(s) from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
July 24, 2008 TWILIGHT PANNEL
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
4.5 GPA
9. What was your biggest failure?
Not getting who I wanted.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Not many, I haven't almost died this year which is a plus but I did pass out the other day.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
My favorite heels =]
12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
Anyone whose always been there for me.
13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
A lot of people
14. Where did most of your money go?
Make up
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
TWILIGHT PANNEL
16. What song will always remind you of 2008?
Hmm umm Maybe Not ready to make nice
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder?
it went both ways.
ii. thinner or fatter?
i look thinner, but gained some weight.
iii. richer or poorer?
the same.
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Party.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Being heartless to the ones I cared for the most.
20. How did you spend Christmas?
I spent it with my family, with relatives I hardly see
21. Did you fall in love in 2005?
Mmm, I dont think so.
22. How many one-night stands?
None, sadly lolz
23. What was your favourite TV program?
I think House
24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Nope
25. What was the best book you read?
Dune was pretty good and I read all the Twilight books this year
26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
3OH!3
27. What did you want and get?
Twilight CD.
28. What did you want and not get?
The Hairspray shake and shimmy edition movie
29. What did you not ask for but get?
An iPod
30. What was your favourite film of this year?
The Dark Night or Twilight
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I turned 16, and I got to go to see a Twilight pannel and watch a like 10 minute preview, and parts of the movie and watch robbert pattinson talk man he is sexy
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Someone to date, oh and my license
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Lets get to know me a little better shall we?
11:55 PM |
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1. What time did you get up this morning? about 9:30 or so
2. Diamonds or Pearls? diamonds are sexy lol
3. What is the last film that you saw at the cinema? Uhh, Twilight maybe?
4. What is your favorite TV show? As of right now it's house lol
5. What do you usually have for breakfast? During school, i might have an apple or cereal. Maybe toast or maybe some oat meal =)
6. What is your middle name? Amanda hehehe
7. What food do you dislike? ohh, umm i dunno. Im not all that picky. I don't really like onions or garlic but the flavoring is good.
9. What kind of car do you drive? I dont drive, but I wanna drive a very sexy car lol haha
10. Favorite sandwich? Tuna from Subway or ham and cheese on toast made by me, or grilled cheese made by the little sister
11. What characteristic do you despise? I hate liars
12. Favorite item of clothing? My black sexyful tank top from bebe which i got like 3 years ago and is super faded but i love it so much
13. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? Me and Denise and Wendy have plans to travel all around the world. But I personally am dying to go to England.
15. Favorite brand of clothing? I don't really have a favorite brand since I shop everywhere, but I really like the stuff they sell at Issi, ANCHOR BLUE, and higher end thrift stores.
16. Where would you retire? I wanna live in England, but I dont wanna get old. As in past like 35 maybe 40. Me and Wendy wanna die young lolz
17. What was your most memorable birthday? My 16th birthday. I got to be a Twilight fangirl and see the pannel in San Diego. I got to see Robert Pattinson and hear is sexy english accent, Oh and that guy who played James was pretty sexy too.
18. Favorite sport to watch? Water Polo is brutal lol
19. Of your friends reading this, where is the one furthest away? Umm Deborah maybe. I really wish I talked to her more.
20. Who do you least expect to reply to this? IDK lol
21. Person you expect to reply first? Whoever is bored
22. Favorite saying? Smile now, cry later. Live and learn. No Regrets.
23. When is your birthday? July 24th Its a pretty sexy date lol.
25. Are you a morning or a night person? I can go both ways ;)
26. What is your shoe size? 8 1/2.
27. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share with us? I'm prolly getting fucking drunk on New Years?
28. What did you want to be when you were little? The same thing I wanna be now. A divorce lawyer. I wanna tear families apart and make children choose between their parents =)
29. How are you today? DYING!!! Geez, I woke up in so much pain, then I fainted in my room and slept most of the day after I ate. Im feeling much better though.
30. What is your favorite candy? Im trying to get out of eating candy but I love sour patch kids
31. What is your favorite flower? The Sun Flower
32. What is a day on the calendar you're looking forward to? I guess new years and then the last day of school
33. What is your full name? Melissa Amanda Gama haha try and stalk me bitches you'll never find me. There are like 5 people I know with the EXACT name as me in SoCal lolz
34. What are you listening to right now? Honestly Lol, La Descarada by Reyli. Lol I love this song and yeah
35. What was the last thing you ate? Cereal, I was craving frosted flakes. XD
36. Do you wish on stars? Not anymore. But I think stars are fucking pretty though
37. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Royal Blue or Royal Purple. Im sexy and higher class. jay kay lol
38. How is the weather right now? Its midnight so Im assuming that its cold
39. Favorite soft drink? Prolly Squirt or Dr. Pepper
40. Favorite restaurant? Red Lobster yummy =)
42. Favorite day of the year? Hmm? Maybe my birthday because Im spoiled either that or Christmas when the family gets all together :)
43. What was your favorite toy as a child? My dog thats in my closet as we speak, its a cute fuzzy beagle or something like that it was the first thing I ever bought with my own hard earned money when i was like 7
44. Summer or Winter? uhh, both lol
45. Hugs or kisses? Hugs and kisses lol
46. Coffee or tea? Tea of course
47. Chocolate or Vanilla? Vanilla
48. Do you want your friends to reply to this? I don't care
49. When was the last time you cried? Yesterday, I feel like a freak baby for saying that lol
50. What is under your bed? nothing lol
51. Who is the friend that you've had the longest? hmm? I guess Sandra, i dunno maybe Alyssa
52. What did you do last night? I listened to The Beatles, texted, talked to Wendy, and watched NCIS or House XD
53. What are you afraid of? Failure, im terrified of not getting what i want in life and not completing all the goals that I have. I don't want to die alone either.
55. Salty or sweet? Either or hahah
56. Ring size? depends anywhere from a 5 - 6 1/2
57. How many years at your current job? I dont work, I wanna drive before I start working XD
58. How many children do you have? none haha
59. How many states have you lived in? Bby, just socal. I love it here
60. Do you make friends easily? That I do, i love people
61. How many people will see this on their friends page? Uhh? lol
62. How many will respond? I don't know
2. Diamonds or Pearls? diamonds are sexy lol
3. What is the last film that you saw at the cinema? Uhh, Twilight maybe?
4. What is your favorite TV show? As of right now it's house lol
5. What do you usually have for breakfast? During school, i might have an apple or cereal. Maybe toast or maybe some oat meal =)
6. What is your middle name? Amanda hehehe
7. What food do you dislike? ohh, umm i dunno. Im not all that picky. I don't really like onions or garlic but the flavoring is good.
9. What kind of car do you drive? I dont drive, but I wanna drive a very sexy car lol haha
10. Favorite sandwich? Tuna from Subway or ham and cheese on toast made by me, or grilled cheese made by the little sister
11. What characteristic do you despise? I hate liars
12. Favorite item of clothing? My black sexyful tank top from bebe which i got like 3 years ago and is super faded but i love it so much
13. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? Me and Denise and Wendy have plans to travel all around the world. But I personally am dying to go to England.
15. Favorite brand of clothing? I don't really have a favorite brand since I shop everywhere, but I really like the stuff they sell at Issi, ANCHOR BLUE, and higher end thrift stores.
16. Where would you retire? I wanna live in England, but I dont wanna get old. As in past like 35 maybe 40. Me and Wendy wanna die young lolz
17. What was your most memorable birthday? My 16th birthday. I got to be a Twilight fangirl and see the pannel in San Diego. I got to see Robert Pattinson and hear is sexy english accent, Oh and that guy who played James was pretty sexy too.
18. Favorite sport to watch? Water Polo is brutal lol
19. Of your friends reading this, where is the one furthest away? Umm Deborah maybe. I really wish I talked to her more.
20. Who do you least expect to reply to this? IDK lol
21. Person you expect to reply first? Whoever is bored
22. Favorite saying? Smile now, cry later. Live and learn. No Regrets.
23. When is your birthday? July 24th Its a pretty sexy date lol.
25. Are you a morning or a night person? I can go both ways ;)
26. What is your shoe size? 8 1/2.
27. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share with us? I'm prolly getting fucking drunk on New Years?
28. What did you want to be when you were little? The same thing I wanna be now. A divorce lawyer. I wanna tear families apart and make children choose between their parents =)
29. How are you today? DYING!!! Geez, I woke up in so much pain, then I fainted in my room and slept most of the day after I ate. Im feeling much better though.
30. What is your favorite candy? Im trying to get out of eating candy but I love sour patch kids
31. What is your favorite flower? The Sun Flower
32. What is a day on the calendar you're looking forward to? I guess new years and then the last day of school
33. What is your full name? Melissa Amanda Gama haha try and stalk me bitches you'll never find me. There are like 5 people I know with the EXACT name as me in SoCal lolz
34. What are you listening to right now? Honestly Lol, La Descarada by Reyli. Lol I love this song and yeah
35. What was the last thing you ate? Cereal, I was craving frosted flakes. XD
36. Do you wish on stars? Not anymore. But I think stars are fucking pretty though
37. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Royal Blue or Royal Purple. Im sexy and higher class. jay kay lol
38. How is the weather right now? Its midnight so Im assuming that its cold
39. Favorite soft drink? Prolly Squirt or Dr. Pepper
40. Favorite restaurant? Red Lobster yummy =)
42. Favorite day of the year? Hmm? Maybe my birthday because Im spoiled either that or Christmas when the family gets all together :)
43. What was your favorite toy as a child? My dog thats in my closet as we speak, its a cute fuzzy beagle or something like that it was the first thing I ever bought with my own hard earned money when i was like 7
44. Summer or Winter? uhh, both lol
45. Hugs or kisses? Hugs and kisses lol
46. Coffee or tea? Tea of course
47. Chocolate or Vanilla? Vanilla
48. Do you want your friends to reply to this? I don't care
49. When was the last time you cried? Yesterday, I feel like a freak baby for saying that lol
50. What is under your bed? nothing lol
51. Who is the friend that you've had the longest? hmm? I guess Sandra, i dunno maybe Alyssa
52. What did you do last night? I listened to The Beatles, texted, talked to Wendy, and watched NCIS or House XD
53. What are you afraid of? Failure, im terrified of not getting what i want in life and not completing all the goals that I have. I don't want to die alone either.
55. Salty or sweet? Either or hahah
56. Ring size? depends anywhere from a 5 - 6 1/2
57. How many years at your current job? I dont work, I wanna drive before I start working XD
58. How many children do you have? none haha
59. How many states have you lived in? Bby, just socal. I love it here
60. Do you make friends easily? That I do, i love people
61. How many people will see this on their friends page? Uhh? lol
62. How many will respond? I don't know
ughhhh
11:36 PM |
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days like these are the ones which make me wanna turn 18 already. those fights that we get into for no freggin reason, getting slapped across the face for a wrong look. these days make me wanna get older that way i can grow up and move out of this place. it's crazy too, since its not always like this. sometimes its really good but other times, its just really bad. this does not help my confidence in any ways. i hate it so much. i want things to be good again, i don't want them to be like this i just don't. i know that they aren't going to change for a while and as long as we both don't change. which i know isn't gonna happen as long as i live. we're related, i'm just like her. i know now that no matter what, i love her although times are really bad sometimes i love her and thats never going to stop.
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christmas was amazing, i got an iPod, Mamma Mia!, the Twilight soundtrack, clothes, lotions, make up, hair dye, and earrings. Spent it with family ate menudo (yummy) had had fun. Very relaxing day which I never wanna change at all. I love my family, I love the people in my life, only sometimes i wish that it was enough.
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I miss my best friends, not like not seeing them, but i miss the way that things were, not only does it make me really sad, but i don't even know what i did. Nothing is the same, and I wanted to try and go all of break without thinking of this painful stuff, but tonight brought surface alot of painful stuff being slapped made me think of the future and how much i can't wait for it, but i just don't know what to do anymore. i know i don't want to care, but i just can't not care she was one true friends, but i guess i was wrong, and now i can see that its affecting our other friendships. ugh, i hate my life.
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christmas was amazing, i got an iPod, Mamma Mia!, the Twilight soundtrack, clothes, lotions, make up, hair dye, and earrings. Spent it with family ate menudo (yummy) had had fun. Very relaxing day which I never wanna change at all. I love my family, I love the people in my life, only sometimes i wish that it was enough.
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I miss my best friends, not like not seeing them, but i miss the way that things were, not only does it make me really sad, but i don't even know what i did. Nothing is the same, and I wanted to try and go all of break without thinking of this painful stuff, but tonight brought surface alot of painful stuff being slapped made me think of the future and how much i can't wait for it, but i just don't know what to do anymore. i know i don't want to care, but i just can't not care she was one true friends, but i guess i was wrong, and now i can see that its affecting our other friendships. ugh, i hate my life.
lets get fucked upppp
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jimmy crack whore <3
I love michelle fishie and alfred
other than that
school sucks only one more week until break!
then i can have some time to breathe!
I love michelle fishie and alfred
other than that
school sucks only one more week until break!
then i can have some time to breathe!